teen suicide - the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams
but i wish that i’d never met a lot of the people that i’ve met
not because i don’t like them but because i only let them down
and when you disappoint everyone all the time it’s hard not to want to die
constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling
like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars
and everywhere i go i know i’m not welcome
" I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble. "
Unknown (via bl-ossomed)
" You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness. "