teen suicide - the same things happening to me all the time, even in my dreams

but i wish that i’d never met a lot of the people that i’ve met 
not because i don’t like them but because i only let them down 
and when you disappoint everyone all the time it’s hard not to want to die 
constantly i feel this weird and shameful feeling 
like im being watched by a thousand glowing, vengeful eyes 
behind one way mirrors in public bathrooms and in metro cars 
and everywhere i go i know i’m not welcome

"   I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble.   "
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"   You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.   "
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